Adam lambert - If I Had You

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Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Oo~
Suara dengarkanlah aku

ungu - kekasih gelap

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku

yang kucari selama ini dalam hidupku

dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku

yang panjang dalam hidupku

hidupku...

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

woho...

ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun

meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu

ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku

meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

kekasih gelapku...

LONG WAY TO GO - CASSSIE

[Verse 1:]
I love it when they try to get intimate
Even though they know I really ain't into it
(You're not into it?) I'm not into it
I already know the game and I've been through it
See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath
You wanna step to me?
Said you gotta long way 2 go (Rock wit me now)

[Pre-Hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[Verse 2:]
I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
(They can't handle it?) They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner, I'll cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get to personal
'Cause I meant it when I said:
That you gotta long way to go

[Pre-Hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[Pre-Hook Breakdown:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh, yeah)
Said you gotta long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? (Touch me)
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go (Way to go)
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back (Oh you got a long way)
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy (Take it easy) you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl (I'ma bad girl)
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way 2 go, I said you gotta long way to go
Rock wit me now, you gotta long way to go
Bettah fall back, said you gotta long way to go

TROUBLE IS A FRIEND - LENKA

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

How I hate the way
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try

But he's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Ooh
Ahh
Ooh

THE SHOW - LENKA

"The Show"

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

3.00a.m

Suddenly feel it's hard to sleep tonight. Why?? Don't know. He he..
 Feel realx a bit for now.
Family, all fine. Friends, even old friends also started to contact with me. Why suddenly? It's all because I'm the muka tembok ask them to chat in the FB. What to do, just suddenly feels that I want to chat with them.
Boy? He is fine so far. The most sweet is when ever he started to care more about me than before. Maybe after I had challenge him about how deep his love towards me had make him awake. I guess yes. he he. But wahtever is, study still important. The weird, suddenly a friend asking how is my relationship with HIM. I just answer fine. He asked again about our distance is far. Is it fine for both of us? I just wondering that is the stupidest question. Ha ha. I just answer we are fine and distance is not a big deal for us. Maybe he had nothing to said about me and he said he want to continue doing his revision. What a funny guy. Actually, I also feels that it is true that distance doesn't give a big deal for me. It is also a good way to test how is our partner's feeling towards us. Wheter he has the loyalty to his love or not, just depends on how he can survive whenever our couple not with us. Hope my opinion is true. I won't give up easily. Friends those not confident about my love matter, please wait and see how my love will survive. For now, I am the winner. Never change love in this four years.
Gambateh!!

Layakkah Aku Sebagai Seorang Pemberi Nasihat???

Persoalan ini, memang memeningkan kepala Aku.
Layakkah Aku menjadi pemberi nasihat kepada semua orang di sisi Aku?
Aku rasa diri ini memang langsung tidak layak untuk memberi sebarang nasihat kepada orang lain sedangkan diri ini masih mengalami pelbagai masalah. Kalau Aku selesai memberi nasihat, Aku akan terfikir kembali bahawa Aku juga mempunyai masalah. Jadi apa nasihat yang perlu diberikan kepada Aku?

Kekadang, terasa beban sangat untuk mendengar kerenah kawan-kawan. Kekadang berasa sangat bersyukur bahawa diri ini tidak ditimpa perkara yang sama dengan kawan-kawan yang mengalami masalah. Kekadang Aku boleh mendengar kerenah masing-masing dengan dengan hati dan telinga yang ikhlas menerima segalanya. Akibatnya, aku berusaha untuk mencari penyelesaian untuk diberikan kepada kawan-kawan yang mengalami masalah. Ada yang diterima. Tapi ada yang tidak.

Masalah yang timbul pada Aku adalah Aku tidak dapat meluahkan segala masalah Aku kepada kawan-kawan Aku. Kadang-kadang Aku akan berasa segan sekiranya Aku terpaksa melontarkan masalah Aku terhadap Kawan-kawan. Aku dianggap sebagai orang yang lemah dan tidak berguna kerana terpaksa memberitahu kawan-kawan mengenai masalah sendiri. Sekiranya disimpan di hati sahaja, banayk yang akan menjadi mangsa gara-gara bad mood aku ini...

Kebuntuan... HELP!!!

Am I Strong Enough???

Pasal persoalan ini...
Selalu timbul dalam otak Aku... Kadang-kadang dirasakan diri ini lemah sangat. Hendak berlagak kuat di depan semua orang. Tetapi, susah sangat nak buat. Takut dikatakan over acting dan sebagainya.

Masalahnya, kalau tidak berlagak kuat di depan orang, mesti dibuli orang. Itu yang membuatkan Aku rasa keliru mengenai kekuatan yang ada pada Aku.

GOD... Please guide your daughter. She had lost in her own world and not in your world.

My Feeling During This Few Days

Perasaan? Banyak... Antaranya...
Geram, sedih, gembira, dan macam-macam lagi. Mungkin orang lain akan kata yang Aku ini adalah kategori orang gila. Tapi, Aku rasa, Aku masih dalam keadaan normal dan boleh kawal diri lagi selepas suatu masalah diselesaikan. Jikalau tidak, sudah tentu banyak orang yang akan jadi mangsa hamburan kata-kata yang sedap didengar dari mulut Aku yang dikatakan jahat oleh segelintir kawan. Tapi, apakah daya kalau banyak masalah yang timbul sehinggakan menyebabkan Aku tidak dapat mengawal perasaan. Malah, sudah tentu ada kawan yang berasa kurang selesa dengan perangai buruk Aku ini. Seperti yang dikatakan, kalau Aku marah, semua benda yang tak sepatutnya terus keluar dari mulut Aku tanpa berfikir sama ada perkara yang dikatakan adalah sesuai atau tidak.

Kepada kekawan yang Aku terpaksa marah, Aku minta maaf sangat-sangat. Disebabkan perbuatan kamu semua yang bagi pandangan Aku adalah salah. Jadi, tanpa mengawal sebarang kerasionalan di dalam otak ini, banyak perkara yang aku mengomel pada orang lain tanpa diketahui oleh kamu semua. Tapi, kalau disimpankan dalam hati, sudah tentu satu hari nanti akan meletup juga. Betul? Sama ada kamu semua boleh terima atau tidak, itulah Aku.